March 2011
2 posts
I don't deserve this
and you don’t deserve me.
don't worry, I won't break up with you.
I mean, why the hell would I give you the honor of being spoken to? Let’s just let silence rule over our world until everything dissolves into nothingness. Yes, everything. Even you and I. Kthxbye :)
February 2011
4 posts
I had a date with my favorite person in the world
myself :)
I ate at my favorite restaurant
Had iced caramel macchiato for a sweet ending
and a massage to top it all off.
To all y’all following me out there. Don’t forget that you don’t need anyone else (even more importantly not even a man) to make you feel swell and pampered. Once you know that you only need yourself to make yourself happy, then picking yourself up after...
RAWR.
Never whip a tiger unless you’re sure she’s really tamed.
January 2011
4 posts
a rhyme worthy of your crime
goodluck with your life
and your bland boring wife
December 2010
2 posts
“I kissed him hard. The few people who were at the bar must have looked and...”
– By The River Piedra I Sat Down And Wept
October 2010
13 posts
Even cartoons remind me of you
He was so blindingly beautiful up until the very end.
I wanted to keep looking at him as long as I could.
And how I wish,
That I didn’t turn away to shield my eyes..
at the very moment he vanished.
Hello?
Kung alam mong ikaw lang ang tanging nagbibigay ng kaligayahan sa mga araw na tila’y walang saysay dahil sa iyong pagliban..
sana kausapin mo man lang ako nang kahit konti’y magkaron ako ng lakas harapin ang mga araw na patuloy tuloy na dumadaan..
nang wala ka.
Missing you is like staring into the abyss
Nothing but nothingness fills the space
and the emptiness stretches on.
Its length immeasurable,
its limits unknown.
yes, master.
I wish you’d stop stringing me around because you got me so wound up around your hands and all i can do is be a puppet for you.
“When I drink beer the world becomes a playground and everyone else is just a toy...”
– Liquid Bread
Top priority can never rhyme with me
The air conditioning wasn’t working properly and it was too crowded in the Cafe.
Yet, tonight was so cold and the room felt lonely without you.
inspir(damn)ation
YOU INSPIRE ME. You inspire me all right. You inspire me so bad that I want to be so good so that in the future it will be YOU depending on ME to make your days just a little bit brighter.
So bring on all the warm fucking feelings you give me and the pain that comes along with it. I sure as hell will be needing it during these 2 weeks of absolute academic torture.
so COME, LOVE. BRING IT ON.
If a ten ton truck kills the both of us, to die by...
If this is already my 2nd life, then my lives started and ended with you by my side.
I love Fridays
Oh we hate them. These heart breakers are also a day-makers.
The Void
bopsicles: you're lucky, you have Starcraft 2 to fill the void
froilanennuiman: does your void need filling?
bopsicles: THAT. SOUNDED. SO WRONG.
froilanennuiman: that's why I typed it :p
bopsicles: :))
September 2010
10 posts
I'm just so tired, won't you sing me to sleep?
At the end of the day, I’m not really sure if being with you helped me get through it or just made it harder when it’s done and I’d have to find you all over again.
Time to put my lighter in my table drawer.
It gives off sparks
but not enough to provide warmth.
Miss/ter
There’s an exponential difference between being a woman and a man, and it’s not just the genitals.
We’re easily swayed by emotion, we fall, we shatter, we rise up, and we HAVE TO TALK ABOUT IT.
So, I’m not cool enough to talk about philosophy and writing and music every single moment every single day. You have to consider the fact why girl talk was coined its own term in...
“I am not simply a Star, I am a Supernova. And you, are merely basking in my...”
Mental Junkyard
The only space where only you and I exist is the world within a picture frame. But it will only stay in that vicinity, never to jump out into reality.
It seems that I am cursed with this eternal presence of your face in my mind. I cannot escape it. Like the fate of a raindrop that will always be bound to drop to the ground.
If everyone believes you’re so fly, then who’s gonna save...
Being The Third Isn't Exactly a Party
(a piece for my CL 115 class)
Everybody hates the girl who comes in between the greatest love teams. We all just love to hate them; from Lorna Tolentino as Belinda in Mano Po 2, to Angelica Panganiban as Rubi. She’s banshee incarnate, the deal breaker, the rotten egg to a really good recipe on a relationship, that black fly on a glass of good chardonnay. But then again, what fun is there in a love...
Low Batt.
I think I’ve gone solar powered.
Why?
I don’t know.
I just can’t seem to function without basking in your sunlight.
Wala kang kwenta?
Tanga tanga mo naman eh.
di mo lang alam na sa totoo,
na para sakin sobrang halaga mo.
Sore Eyes
I fall apart at the sight of you walking with her then break down into smaller pieces everytime you reach out to touch her hand.
To know that being with her brings you both into a world where I can never exist, to know that you tell her words that I could only dream of hearing.
It is no doubt, I am yours. Sadly, I can never say that you are mine. You are her’s.
And she needs not a tear...
August 2010
3 posts
for a lack of anything better to say
cliché statements are made by idiots who are so smitten that their brains lose all function for creativity. their self awareness drops and all senses go haywire. defenses disintegrate and all that’s left is a vulnerable hopeless case wandering about the world foaming in the mouth with “love love love.”
pitiful.
oh, and by the way,
hi.
you take my breath away.
double trouble
There’s something weird going on and I don’t know why. The worst things that have been happening to me are recurring. A month ago, my dog bit me. And being the goddess of misfortune that I’ve turned out to be, it happened again last Thursday. Oh wow, how fucked up.
As if that wasn’t enough, Friday night I was so faded that I literally just collapsed in my friend’s...
1 little 2 little 3 little teabags
4 little 5 little 6 little teabags
7 little 8 little 9 little teabags
10 little teabags more
:))
don’t ask.
July 2010
3 posts
Reality Bites.
My legs are forever ruined,
I can’t believe this actually happened.
It was 2am, I just finished my visual presentation for my class the next day and I went down to wash my face and get some water.
Then I saw a huge fur ball close to where pepper was. I was worried that he might put the fur ball in his mouth and end up choking so I decided to move it far from him. But I didn’t...
galing ni mommy.
walang tigil walang pagod na bumubuhos ang ulan
na katas ng iyong walang humpay na karahasan
compulsory censorship
You can spend years stringing together the perfect sentences
and lining along the perfect rhymes;
slicing and mending til they’re of perfect rhythm,
just kicking off and finishing at the right time.
but what’s the use of it all
if they never reach a sensible set of eyes?
your ideas will never be worth a glance
if your words were never given a chance.
June 2010
6 posts
X
Every time I remember you,
I’m reminded of how lonely I really am.
RETRO
Look at him ride on Top 40
hitting it off with all the sure hits.
He’s walking with a different swag to his feet
but he used to walk much quiet streets.
Don’t you ever forget
I knew you when you were Indie
when you liked to think on your own,
when you liked to be alone..
with me.
Pun Intended
We were lab partners and we had chemistry.
Re:
I think it’s time I stopped pretending to be fine.
YES I HATE YOU. AND YES. I WISH YOU WERE MINE.
DON'T STOP DON'T STOP DON'T STOP
He raped me. Dragged me into the dark dark night. Screams couldn’t hope for rescue. It was too far out for anyone to hear.
He raped me. Stripped off all of my defenses and bound me. Struggling couldn’t hope for escape. I was helpless in his grasp.
He raped me. Forced himself into me. Crying couldn’t hope for relief. I was ravaged and damaged by his brutality.
He told me he...
TRUTH OR DARE
TRUTH OR DARE
It’s all in your head
The game doesn’t really mean anything
TRUTH OR DARE
Can you accept the truth?
Spin your bottle
I dare you.
March 2010
3 posts
WEDNESDAY.
I stared at the word for 5 minutes and realized its kinda spelled weird.
love lockdown.
the sun is gone
and I am done
with you.